Seeking Inspiration and Encouragement Once Again

      It is now 2016 and three weeks ago I joined Weight Watchers once again.... for the 4th time. In three weeks I have only managed to lose 3.6 lbs. but that is a start. I am approaching my 50th birthday at 217 lbs with so many health problems that it is crazy. I was told by a Dr that I may have fibromyalgia. My right ankle has an old injury (torn ligaments and cartilage with nerve damage). I have carpal tunnel syndrome in both hands and had the surgery on my right hand just yesterday. I have sleep apnea with sleep paralysis, high BP and many other issues.
     My last post should have been the start of a new me, but sadly to say, I have somehow lost the me that had willpower and determination! This me has depression and anxiety, fatigue and joint problems. I know that my mentality can affect my  health, so I am here once again trying to blog my feelings in an effort to motivate myself and hopefully motivate others to STOP GIVING UP!!
    I know that God has control of all things but he also expects us to do our part. Mentally, physically, financially and spiritually! May this be the start of a better me once again....God I pray for strength and determination once again in the name of your son, JESUS.
    I am hoping to be able to do what is right for me but to be honest, I am not sure that Weight Watchers is the way to go. My meeting was in a different town and the atmosphere was not as encouraging as the meeting I attended in North Wilkesboro.